Life is a journey, Enjoy it
Christmas time in the City
Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 8:59 PM
Once again its Christmas and the festive seasons.
Ever since "that" time i kinda have a Love - Hate feeling towards Christmas
The memories u gave me just fucks it up even more.
Sometimes i wished it never even happened.... sigh
BMT life is over, Hopefully OCS ahead.
OCS = Full Time Working Adult for me
"In the navy, We sail the 7 seas.. In the Navy"
hopefully i made the right choice....
I really need to tell myself.. when it's over, It's Over.
I missed my chance and i guess it will never be....
Gotta Relax and continue my journey. It will happen when it happens
Time For me to rectify some habits of mine...
3 Cheers for the festive seasons
and fuck you for destroying mine
Fun Fact! : Sometimes i really think the world is just out there to Fuck with me
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Chances
Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 4:59 PM
Thinking back on the things i done
I'm regretting .
If given one more chance.
I'll make it happen.
will that chance come again?
I guess i missed it.
I really wonder and I hope it comes again.
But looking at the rate its been going.
not looking good. sigh
so yeah kinda hating my life at its current state.
feeling really low... getting irritated easily. fuck i even got irritated when my mum called me to ask how was I... I'm disappointed with myself. what kind of son am i... FUCK
hope it gets better soon.
Been considering if i should Sign on.
Sign onto the Navy.
But definitely and hopefully Navy Officer
The pay, incentives, traveling round the world, Degree sponsorship and a non desk bound all looks attractive.
On the downside, the Bond, The away from Home when traveling (1week up to 3months) kinda sucks.
Gotta think about this. If i choose to sign or not. will i regret this decision made?
Life only gets tougher now.
Field camp ahead. good bye technology for a week
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Here we go again, Same old shit again
Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 1:31 AM
Like as a NS boy is kinda different from what i expected
I now treasure my time
Every Book out and living life in mainland for the weekend shall be treasured
When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
Training is tough. ending the day super tired and all
but the company i have makes everything so much more fun and cheerful
Bunk Mates
1) 5 tonner - Awesome IC, funny at times very on the ball
2) Stone Fish - Super Stonned and amazingly fit
3) Yousoff - Bo Bo
4) Shawn - Super innocent
5) Pimp - The man with the girls.
6) Gambling God - Forever betting on stuff
7) Water boy - Funny, not so innocent. mysterious boy. forever sweating
8) A C - "funny" character
9) LQ - Tiko Pek enough said
10) Ash - Full of CRAP
11) Buddy - Very funny voice rather gayish
12) Bo Gay - Very Very Funny Ah Beng
surprisingly getting fitter and stronger.. my clothes feels looser. am i just dreaming?
HAHAHA
booking in soon.
Take care
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It's Gonna be a long and bumpy road ahead
Tuesday, October 6, 2009 @ 3:18 AM
The day is approaching,
The time every male born Singaporean child has to serve.
Just can't bear to leave everything behind
but yet excited for the adventure ahead
Gonna miss everyone. esp you
always thinking if i should move forward
but holding back due to NS.
always thinking if i did it, it will only do more harm then good.
but then that may not be true.
will always treasure the time.
i'll think it through long and hard.
We can stay in this moment, For the rest of our lives
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Stars
From the sky I gaze upon the city.
And it strikes me as something with great beauty.
The lights seem as if they were stars,
That by chance fell from heaven.
And landed onto this peaceful earth.
It's beauty so great and elegant,
Equivalent to an angelic visage.
And my heart became at ease.
But deep within the recesses of my soul,
I have always hoped there might be one with whom
I could share this moment with.
Fun Fact : It may be you.
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The Norm
Saturday, October 3, 2009 @ 6:13 AM
I always say it. and i;m gonna say it again.
I;m never drinking again....
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Clocks Ticking
Thursday, October 1, 2009 @ 9:19 PM
5 More days....
Bringing me mixed feelings
Excited but Dreading it
Robbing me of my freedom
Gonna Hold me back from doing stuff
Making future plans or whatever
I wanna break every clock so the hands of time will never move againBut still weather i like it or not
A man gotta do what a man gotta do
gonna miss all the time chilling with my friends and Bros till late
Late night supper
Freedom to go out whenever i want with no one controlling me or worrying about the next day
I am thankful for all the people around me
just gonna miss everything
A new adventure awaits in 5 days time
A New looking Russell awaits SOON
Fun Fact! : Peter piggish pinky pan the forgetful lame black boy bawang cheater bug who's an ahbeng mountain turtle aka fried rice hater (Thanks Miss Pee Pee)
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Wishes
Thursday, September 17, 2009 @ 5:08 PM
Another Work Done
Wishes
Drenched in from the rains of fate.
Covered in the deepness of the soaked wills.
Blessed by truth and brought into Silence.
Following our paths in our spiritual guides.
That will carry our being into the ever longing soul of life.
Will these fates be our own?
Is this the deepness we shall crave?
Is this a blessing, or is this hell?
Carry me through, guide my spirit.
Carry my heart to a place where I can find true love once more.
To many times have fate brought me down.
I ask for once to bring me back. Within a love.
Never to be lost, or betrayed.
A blessing of a fate one could hold dear.
With in the loves of the clouds that flow.
And deepened with in the grasp of our life.
For this. I beg fate for my path to be clear.
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