Its Just Me Against The World

Christmas time in the City

2009-12-14T20:59:00.002+08:00

Once again its Christmas and the festive seasons.
Ever since "that" time i kinda have a Love - Hate feeling towards Christmas
The memories u gave me just fucks it up even more.
Sometimes i wished it never even happened.... sigh

BMT life is over, Hopefully OCS ahead.
OCS = Full Time Working Adult for me
"In the navy, We sail the 7 seas.. In the Navy"
hopefully i made the right choice....

I really need to tell myself.. when it's over, It's Over.
I missed my chance and i guess it will never be....

Gotta Relax and continue my journey. It will happen when it happens

Time For me to rectify some habits of mine...

3 Cheers for the festive seasons
and fuck you for destroying mine

Fun Fact! : Sometimes i really think the world is just out there to Fuck with me

Chances

2009-11-07T16:59:00.003+08:00

Thinking back on the things i done
I'm regretting .
If given one more chance.
I'll make it happen.
will that chance come again?
I guess i missed it.
I really wonder and I hope it comes again.
But looking at the rate its been going.
not looking good. sigh

so yeah kinda hating my life at its current state.
feeling really low... getting irritated easily. fuck i even got irritated when my mum called me to ask how was I... I'm disappointed with myself. what kind of son am i... FUCK
hope it gets better soon.

Been considering if i should Sign on.
Sign onto the Navy.
But definitely and hopefully Navy Officer
The pay, incentives, traveling round the world, Degree sponsorship and a non desk bound all looks attractive.
On the downside, the Bond, The away from Home when traveling (1week up to 3months) kinda sucks.
Gotta think about this. If i choose to sign or not. will i regret this decision made?

Life only gets tougher now.

Field camp ahead. good bye technology for a week

Here we go again, Same old shit again

2009-10-25T01:31:00.002+08:00

Like as a NS boy is kinda different from what i expected
I now treasure my time
Every Book out and living life in mainland for the weekend shall be treasured
When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
Training is tough. ending the day super tired and all
but the company i have makes everything so much more fun and cheerful

Bunk Mates
1) 5 tonner - Awesome IC, funny at times very on the ball
2) Stone Fish - Super Stonned and amazingly fit
3) Yousoff - Bo Bo
4) Shawn - Super innocent
5) Pimp - The man with the girls.
6) Gambling God - Forever betting on stuff
7) Water boy - Funny, not so innocent. mysterious boy. forever sweating
8) A C - "funny" character
9) LQ - Tiko Pek enough said
10) Ash - Full of CRAP
11) Buddy - Very funny voice rather gayish
12) Bo Gay - Very Very Funny Ah Beng

surprisingly getting fitter and stronger.. my clothes feels looser. am i just dreaming?
HAHAHA

booking in soon.
Take care

It's Gonna be a long and bumpy road ahead

2009-10-06T03:18:00.004+08:00

The day is approaching,
The time every male born Singaporean child has to serve.
Just can't bear to leave everything behind
but yet excited for the adventure ahead
Gonna miss everyone. esp you
always thinking if i should move forward
but holding back due to NS.
always thinking if i did it, it will only do more harm then good.
but then that may not be true.
will always treasure the time.
i'll think it through long and hard.

We can stay in this moment, For the rest of our lives

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Stars

From the sky I gaze upon the city.
And it strikes me as something with great beauty.
The lights seem as if they were stars,
That by chance fell from heaven.
And landed onto this peaceful earth.
It's beauty so great and elegant,
Equivalent to an angelic visage.
And my heart became at ease.
But deep within the recesses of my soul,
I have always hoped there might be one with whom
I could share this moment with.

Fun Fact : It may be you.

The Norm

2009-10-03T06:13:00.000+08:00

I always say it. and i;m gonna say it again.

I;m never drinking again....

Clocks Ticking

2009-10-01T21:19:00.003+08:00

5 More days....
Bringing me mixed feelings
Excited but Dreading it
Robbing me of my freedom
Gonna Hold me back from doing stuff
Making future plans or whatever

I wanna break every clock so the hands of time will never move again

But still weather i like it or not
A man gotta do what a man gotta do
gonna miss all the time chilling with my friends and Bros till late
Late night supper
Freedom to go out whenever i want with no one controlling me or worrying about the next day

I am thankful for all the people around me
just gonna miss everything
A new adventure awaits in 5 days time
A New looking Russell awaits SOON

Fun Fact! : Peter piggish pinky pan the forgetful lame black boy bawang cheater bug who's an ahbeng mountain turtle aka fried rice hater (Thanks Miss Pee Pee)

Wishes

2009-09-17T17:08:00.002+08:00

Another Work Done

Wishes

Drenched in from the rains of fate.

Covered in the deepness of the soaked wills.

Blessed by truth and brought into Silence.

Following our paths in our spiritual guides.

That will carry our being into the ever longing soul of life.

Will these fates be our own?

Is this the deepness we shall crave?

Is this a blessing, or is this hell?

Carry me through, guide my spirit.

Carry my heart to a place where I can find true love once more.

To many times have fate brought me down.

I ask for once to bring me back. Within a love.

Never to be lost, or betrayed.

A blessing of a fate one could hold dear.

With in the loves of the clouds that flow.

And deepened with in the grasp of our life.

For this. I beg fate for my path to be clear.

Lemons, Vodka and Not Staying

2009-09-06T12:34:00.004+08:00

When Life Gives you Lemons, You make lemonade out of them.
Then find someone who's life Gives them Vodka and have a party.
But Life is not a field of roses and that simple.

Now that i got something off my chest shall continue with a brighter note.

Been sleeping and waking up at weird times lately
Sleeping ranges from 7am - 2pm
Waking up ranges from 8pm - 2am
though it may sound funny i think its becoming a problem

went to al ameen with the people i love soo much
Bernice and I had a very interesting convo.
Haha made me remember the times when i was young and stupidly in love/lust whatever you call it.
side note. Bert drove. and i say his a safe driver. scared at first but settled down after while.

another side note : Phases of me

1) Checking her out
2) Love
3) Crushed
4) Emo
5) Think i got over it
6) Emo
7) I really think i got over it
8) Emo
9) I'm Finally over it
10) Depressed
11) Crushes on 1st girl he sees
12) Realises his stupidity
13) Back to Being Depressed
14) Back to mundane life (current stage)

Fun Fact!! : Hate the phrase Studying Overseas (FUCK THIS SHIT)

Birthday!

2009-08-31T04:04:00.006+08:00

One Word to describe the night.... EPIC!

One of the most unglam nights also.

Thanks everyone who were there and made it such and ORGASMIC night.
Tons of damage done.... my liver is gonna die... my tenant is pissed at me. my neighbors hates me. WOW!! haha but I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK!!

Brice said that when a person is drunk all he speaks of is the truth. and he told me i said i love all my friends. thats soo True! Btw sorry to those i verbally harassed HAHA basically everyone..

Thanks to all for the gifts and the wishes. greatly appreciated. love all you guys!

haha a picture is worth a thousand words. so here goes.. (some pics are really..... bad only those who were there are privileged to witness my downfall)

I'm soo pretty!! part of Brothers & Bradders present

This also from Brother & Bradders

HAHA Present From SPS Bros + Jas and Kelly

I'm soo pretty, Mark just could not resist me

The Drinking begins. this is how it started

And this is how i ended

Special Shout out to Gerardo!

My protector from gay while i was KOed

Thx G heard u were trying to protect me

2009-08-27T00:36:00.002+08:00

Treasure the people around you.

deep down inside, I miss them soo much.
its been years since we were all together

Love

2009-08-06T11:40:00.003+08:00

To All My Friends Out there.

To all my friends who are Single,
Love is like A butterfly
The More you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts,
But Love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.

To All my friends who are not so single,
love isn’t about becoming somebody else’s perfect person.
Its about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To all my friends who are playboy/Girl type,
Never say “I love you” if you don’t care.
Never talk about feelings if they aren’t there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl: Is to let her fall in love
when he doesn’t intend to catch her fall and it works both ways.

To my friends who are engaged,
the true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together
but how good you are for each other.

To my friends who are married,
love is not about “its your fault”, but “I’m sorry”
Not “where are you”, but “I’m right here”
Not “how could you”, but “I understand”
Not “I wish you were”, but “im thankful you are”

To all my friends who are heartbroken,
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks But to learn from them.

To all my friends who are naïve,
How to be in love: be consistent but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair,
understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To all my friends who are possessive,
it breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else.
But its more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My friends who are afraid to confess,
love hurts when you break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most: when the person you love has no idea how you feel about him/her.

To all my friends who are still holding on,
a sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,
only to find out in the end it was never meant to be,
and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn’t worth it.
If that person isn’t worth it now,
its not going to be worth it in a year or 10 years from now.

To all my friends,
my wish for you is a Girl/ guy whose love is: honest, strong, mature, never-changing, protective , encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

Fun Fact : Rock Never Dies!!

2009-08-02T23:36:00.002+08:00

Made a self discovery! i'm not allergic to prawns which i thought i was at first! i'm allergic to ASPIRIN!!! fucking shit made my Lips And Hands Swell up like fuck!! i looked as if i have sausages as my lips and my hands were 1.5x the normal size... ohh i walked around town like that.. BEST!

Went Timbre recently after a Long time.. went with Brando, his cousins al Freado and Kelly and not forgetting his cool Uncle, Christphor.
Uncle Christphor is one of the most Awesome uncles i met. his a musician and stuff and really interesting.
Kelly is from Canada. awesome girl. funny and pretty. had ball of a time with all of them.
basically to sum up the fun @ timbre i would say. "Great music, Radical Beer and Awesome Company"

Watched Hangover. Freaking Hilarous Movie. was laughing all the time.
Chilled at Eugenes and talked and watched army days. freaking old movie and i;ll go though what they went through. haha looking forward to ns actually.

Majong @ bernice's Was Fun. Actually learnt alot about majong from everyone. though the night was intense but they still were lenient to a majong noob(Me) haha.
Got to give a shout out to AH TEO!! for Being my Royal Advisor. she helped me win $2!! thought i was gonna lose big time. Thank You!

Met Brando and Kelly for Dinner. ate @ makansutra place. Great food but not that Awesome as i expected it to be. so that place is like overated. Learnt New Canadian Lingos! HAHA

Let see what the future has installed for me. :o)

Fun Fact!! SKETCHY AND CHOKED!!

Hold On To Whats Worth Fighting For

2009-07-27T01:20:00.005+08:00

Wake up every morning.
No time for breakfast.
Found my breakfast. its called "Breakfast in a stick" HAHA

only though that gets me through the day in that hell hole is
the money it brings for my everyday survival.
sigh, how i wish i was rich and did not need to care about this kind of things.

Played poker recently with Euge and gang, 1st time i actually lost. but made back my losses
and emerging winning $9. not much compared to the other times but still. free cab back.
Its all about the fun and bonding we brothers have. nothing to do with the cash. love their
company and the endless laughter it brings.

couple of movies i would like to watch soon.
the haunting, Hangover, G.I Joe, Threads of destiny (love story but dont fucking judge me), scandal makers, G-Force, Bruno, Up, final destination and many more.

Time. 1 day, 24hrs, 1440mins, 86400secs. what am i doing with it? am i making the best out of it? whats there in store for me in the future, only time will tell.

Hold on to whats worth fighting for. but hold on to what? For sure i know theres one thing i;ll definitely fight for.. My beloved Brothers, Family and friends. to me thats what BFF stands for. Brothers, Family and friends.

Miss my special place. I should go back there one day. Makes me feel like i;m at the top of the world.

How am i feeling? Definately not happy, not emo, not angry or sad. I really dont understand myself.

Fun Fact!! : Cows Go Moo, Dogs Go Woof, Cats go Meow but Russell goes FUCK YOU!!

Random crap

2009-07-19T22:44:00.001+08:00

the most destructive habit: worry
the greatest joy:giving
the greatest loss: loss if self-respect
the most satisfying work: helping others
the ugliest personality trait: selfishness
the most endangered species: dedicated leaders
the greatest natural resource: our youth
the greatest "shot in the arm": encouragement
the greatest problem to overcome: fear
the effective sleeping pill: peace of mind
the most crippling failure disease: excuses
the most powerful force on earth: love
the most dangerous pariah: a gossiper
the world's most incredible computer: the brain
the worst thing to be without: hope
the deadliest weapon: the tongue
the two most power-filled words: "i can"
the greatest asset: faith
the most worthless emotion: self-pity
the most beautiful attire: a smile
the most prized possession: integrity
the most powerful channel of communication: prayer
the most contagious spirit: enthusiasm
gently scribing thine words
carving thine art into my canvas
shamelessly I work
smiling as I jot each and every serene word

Fever

2009-07-14T21:38:00.002+08:00

I Got a fever
I'm Hot
And i cant be stopped

HAHA seriously i got a fever...

ice pack on my forehead. brain going numb..
gotta be well 2morrow if not the bouncers are gonna kick me out
when i go for mambo 2morrow.

Fun Fact
My Fav Colour is Black

Life and its wonders

2009-07-06T03:33:00.003+08:00

Past few days been Funny and Boring.
Work as per normal, became like permanent Shift 2 Worker 4pm-12.30am.
Fun fact.
when being paid $6.50 work came in non stop and we worked like dogs
Now when its $8.50 work comes in seldom and we are getting paid to slack

Ate Sushi Buffet with XT and Ah Teo a few days ago.
My 1st nice meal since god knows when.
Watched Ice Age with XT and Val after that.
Freaking Hilarious! Although its rated "G"
there was afew M18 Jokes HAHA

Work has been Boring these past few days
Was talking with my partner about Life, Religion, NS, music, etc.
while talking about life, i was reminded about something
"Life is unexpected, Say what u got to say, Do what u wanna do. you may never know what will happen to you"
i agree with this, imagine crossing over to the other world
people will nvr know what i wanted to say to them
I wont be able to do the things i wanted to do.
Regrets is all i'm gonna have

But sometimes saying things to someone is easier said then done.

Lets see what Life has installed for me..

Fun fact!
IN OUT IN OUT UNTIL JUICE COMES OUT!

Cure For Hate

2009-06-30T23:23:00.002+08:00

Work can be such a bore.
but quite fun when people starts arguing with me over the phone. 10-15mins of entertainment.
Free lunch, Everyday it sucks. its the same caterer as Army. haha
Free food, cant complain though.
got to get used to it.
Money slowly coming in.
Pay coming in soon. but not much.
gotta repay those who i borrowed from asap.
then treat them dinner to show my appreciation.
i'm feeling Ba Kut Teh!!!

Transformers was AWESOME!
Megan Fox was ORGASMIC!!
Watched it with XT today.
Found it funny when she said Metal fighting Metal! HILARIOUS!!

still doing some soul searching...
still unsure of myself.

heres something i wrote quite some time ago.

Cure For Hate

Castings fire longest thine glare.
Cutting the strings for once I stand.
Cast these shadows.
Burned to dust.
Wings of dark angels.
Cast into revolt.
Drench my path in blood.
Let these echoes of my steps be foretold.
Deep into the night.
Cast into the showering rains.
Cleansing my soul.
But not my flesh.
How it still burns with anger.
Tarring at my will.
Trust this truth.
In is foretold.
Death to my anger when I live no more.
And the layers of light will clear from the clouds.
To cleanse my hate tuning it to dust.

Dedicated post for you

2009-06-29T02:12:00.004+08:00

XT

Xtra kao pei when angered
Idiotic at times
All day long just wanna to eat
Only to find out she wanna eat meat

Talking bullshit all the time
Irritating me and likes to whine
Nasi kang kang is her name
Guai lan everytime is her game

Random Thought

2009-06-18T19:21:00.001+08:00

If you called me today, I;ll Say that i;m Fine.
But you can tell by the tone of my voice thats its just a lie.

True Story

2009-06-17T03:11:00.003+08:00

Heart Feeling the weight of the reality of things

Just Me Against the World

2009-06-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

Whats life to live. when theres nothing to live for?

Adventures of Batam/Vietnam

2009-06-12T02:35:00.011+08:00

Land Of the Kickass Club Sandwich (Batam)
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Pictures will be uploaded soon. reason being all photos were took with my action sampler. No money to develop the film.. haha it will be up when i develop them and scan them in

Day 1

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Rushed down to harbour front. hoping to catch some yum yum before heading to the ferry.. too late.. we were late. had to starve for awhile. Reached our Hotel. Harris Hotel. really nice place. Chilled at the hotel for the 1st day went exploring. had an early night. before heading to lala land Brice and I had to "tickle Attack" eugene.

Day 2

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Morning!! ate breakfast. headed down to the cable ski place. Started off with the Knee Board. Super easy... 1st launch Wiped... 2nd attempt. sucessful.. made it the whole round haha. TOO EASY.. but eugene tried... he ended up flying with the cable leaving the board on the platform.. Pretty Intense laughter from Brice and us + Random people Giggling away. HAHA sorry euge, Your downfall, our 15 secs of laughter. After the Knee board, went on the wake board.. NOT EASY!!! took Brice and i a couple of wipes.. couple as in.. 15-20 wipes before making it!! we went rather far!! haha Euge.. well.. nvr made it more the 10m... ended up getting dragged by the cable again.. but he had fun!! when evening came.. lots of people left to head back to singapore.. so it was left with Euge, Brice And I.. we got Owned byt this small kid.. his like 8yrs old? and he was like a pro!! doing all sorta shit!! Intense!! Cause there were only a few of us left.. less embrassment. so we tried several stuff.... Jump Start.. Fail... Platform Start...Fail.. But I think we got Awesome shots.. Before wiping out.. Done with Cable ski.. Dead tired. could not move. Muscles ached.. we ached in places we nvr thought there was muscles haha Morning arrived.. Ate the Kickass Club Sandwich before heading back to singapore..

The end

1 Day in singapore

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Arrived home in the night... thought i could get some proper sleep... BUT Steph Bro Called me out!! to BUTTER FAC!! HAHA she called how can i leave her hanging! had to summon all my strength to go!! haha It was Awesome!! Thanks Greg for sending me home =) Woke up real late the nxt day. Rushed and Packed my clothes. Was gonna go to euge cous house for something.. cant remember.. haha but anyway.. grabbed my clothes and stuff and headed to euge place. after cous house went to his house and slept.

Land of the Strawhats(Vietnam)

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Fast Forward

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Aeroplane.. No idea why euge was soo high.. must be the haircut.. haha he was super hyper during the flight. Vietnam was awesome. Thanks Uncle Phillipe For making the trip such an Orgasmic experience

Day 1

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Arrived went to the Hotel AWESOME HOTEL!! 2 king sized beds, jacuzzi.. it was a suite.. Awesome i tell ya. because if the jacuzzi... euge would take a 90min soak...waiting to shower was a bitch cause of euge.. haha anyway. Brice's dad Brought us to watch this Play/Dinner.. really cool concept. the play was about a murder at a wedding. and the place was set up like a wedding dinner. so we had our dinner and stuff. was like going for an actual wedding. Real Funny Play headed back to the hotel. dropped by the 7-11.. Capri-sonne is super cheap there.. 40cents a packet!! I went Crazy on those!! haha everything was soo cheap compared to singapore.. Ohh ya. Had to "Tickle attack" euge before Brice and i slept... Nightly Routine Cant remember what we did on what days already... basically shopped, Chilled, Check out the sights, Gym Last day. went to stay at Brice's Dad's place, cozy place =D Went to the nearby shopping centre and played Bowling. HaHa never knew i could bowl quite alright haha. then had dinner and MaMa's Pizza. Awesome food. Nxt day wished Uncle Phillipe Farewell and thanks and back to singaprore.

wanna go see pics go FB but i;ll just show a couple here

The Suite - Beds

Front

Middle

Euge On Ak-45

Brice

Firing AK-47.... ORGASMIC

Band of Brothers with some Blown up tank.. Yeah we did that shit!!

Brice

Eugene's Morning Breakfast face

Cool Lighters i found

Orgasmic Spring Rolls

Orgasmic Pho (Beef Noodles Soup)

Some Pork Shreds thingy. euge ate.

Looks like worms though haha but it
was nice

Chu Chi Tunnel.. Feaking small

Climbing out of then Hobbit Hole!!

GO TO DMC!! PENIS SHAPED PLANT!!

In the Lift

these 2 look like Xiao Ting and Val

Is it me. or it looks like Gilbert! HAHA

2009-05-26T18:27:00.002+08:00

Will note down my Land of the straw hats adventure when i get the pictures uploaded
all i can say is thanks Brice's Dad.

just wanted to note down this quote from a lighter i found.
"If God Made Anything Better Than Pussy He Kept It For Himself"

HAHA

Funny Thing for the day : Agent Syphilis Mouth, Agent Gas Attack, Agent Fat Boy

Ships and Planes

2009-05-22T03:48:00.002+08:00

Havent touched this spaces lately.
1 word to describe why. "Lazy"

Time passes by fast, Soon My Bestfriend/ Best Bro is going to the army.
well a new phase in life opens up. gotta look forward to it

Well everyday has been quite mundane, Meet up with St Pats, Bernice, Ah Teo, NKKG, Fabian My Love, Gilbert the sexy, Val the Sex and lastly Euge + Gang.

Just Came back from Batam with Euge and Brice. 1 word to describe the experience there.
Yes Some of you all know the word.... ORGASMIC! HAHA
Everything was cheap.
Cable Ski/wakeboard/kneeboard
Wiped out many times but it was all fun.
3 of us got out "Epic Wipes" haha
The Club Sandwich was THE BEST sandwich i ever ate
Pics will be up after i develop and scan the pics HAHA
and all the pics were taken using a Lomo

Heading to Vietnam later on.
gonna name this trip
"Journey To The Land Of The Straw Hats"
Got a feeling its gonna be legendary.

Missing the peeps i normally hang out with.

Smiles from Russ =D

Something I composed lately
Just something random

Cure For Hate

Castings fire longest thine glare.
Cutting the strings for once I stand.
Cast these shadows.
Burned to dust.
Wings of dark angels.
Cast into revolt.
Drench my path in blood.
Let these echoes of my steps be foretold.
Deep into the night.
Cast into the showering rains.
Cleansing my soul.
But not my flesh.
How it still burns with anger.
Tarring at my will.
Trust this truth.
In is foretold.
Death to my anger when I live no more.
And the layers of light will clear from the clouds.
To cleanse my hate tuning it to dust.

Random

2009-04-27T21:20:00.000+08:00

Something is missing in my life.

Enough said

Confusion

2009-04-24T03:19:00.003+08:00

Basically i can't remember what i did the past few days.

Tuesday I think...
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Was not sleeping to begin with. Bio clock screwed up
around 6am+ HS called asking to meet up for breakfast
Met with HS and Bert At clementi
After Breakfast, We had no Idea what to do.
Went to Ngee Ann in the end to chill and slack
Met Bernice, Ah Teo and many other random people who walks the earth
i remember falling asleep while we were at the library
Fabian Came soon after that
Our Asses ended up at Holland V.
Starbucks was packed so had to go to coffee beans.. i think it sucks haha
XT came along soon
Went to the pet shop to check out the dogs
Freaking Awesome Pups.. There was even a BULLDOG!!
chilled, slacked, stonned
Headed home.

Highlight of the day - Bulldog!!

Wed
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I think went to school.
Oh ya i did.
To finish up my I&E stuff
standard. stone, chill, slack.
Was kinda pissed off that day due to some reasons that i would not elobrate
(Whenever i Pick myself up. I get knocked down again... sigh)
Due to the Piss Mist in the air,
Decided not to head home.
went to Euge's house instead
Chilled slacked
talked
bullshitted
Digital Poker together was Ass Kicking! HAHA
Did not sleep... again

Highlight of the day - Digital Poker!

Thurs
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Breakfast with Euge
Departed from Eugene's
Headed to school to clear I&E
Met Bernice
When i met her, she was like high on oxygen or something
perhaps its just my presence! HAHAHA
she stole my jacket! haha (shes gonna kick my ass)
Went to Clementi For Lunch
Chicken Rice did not taste nice.
Emotions spoils the taste of the food i guess :(
Bought Lor Han Guo Drink for Bert
He hates it but its good for him. HA
so Bernice and i Headed to his place to pass it to him.
On the way i kept Creating Situations in my mind about
how we would give it to Bert.
HAHA BERNICE!! YOU KNOW AND I KNOW CAN ALREADY!! HAHA
AI MEI...LALALALALA
WindBlowing, Birds flying HAHA
Result - totally opposite from what i imagined.
Went to MOS burger to slack.
I ended up falling asleep.
Bernice was drawing "Something"
Woke up. went to bert house again to pass something
super funny la.
Headed home
Slept.
Now awake. woke up at 1.30am.
My body clock is FUCKED!!

Highlight of the day - Gilbert's Reaction

confused about everything in life
I just don't understand myself anymore
Faith, hope and perseverance is something i need to have right now

2009-04-20T23:45:00.003+08:00

the past few days been crazy!
From Sentosa to countless gambling sessions.
Seriously anywhere and everywhere HAHA

Sentosa was such a blast
Gambling.. Won and Lost
What made it fun was the company

Gambling
Countless Ah Pek Sessions at my place, Greg's place
Poker My place and with Euge and gang
majong My place and Bernice's Place

Gambling was fun and intense HAHA

Days will now slow down. school starts for the rest. the Graduates will just bum around haha

Sometimes i Wonder

Why do my Hands Shiver at times like this?
is this a sign?
or is it just my weakness?
not one day has it ever slipped my mind
hands still shaking
Mind still filled with questions
Why cant it be that simple
memories
Regret
Why cant i just forget everything?
Sometimes i really wonder

2009-04-15T05:01:00.001+08:00

Life after death

From the depths within my soul
I have never felt this cold
Never have i thought that this day would come
like a rose withering during spring
reason unknown
heart hardened up like a stone
as you utter those words so cold
which i thought would never be told
stabbing my heart
the pain I felt
like being struck by a poisonous dart
one could not forget
as i sat alone thinking
smoke lingering around me
my mind stays blank
as the sun rises
struck by the beauty of the rising sun
a new day has begun
life continues on
everyday a new child is born
and someone passes away
new love formed
another one heart is torn
Life still has its beauty
Love, Life, Death, Glory, Happiness, Sadness
its all part of life.
Remember it
Embrace it
Treasure it

Something i completed recently.

Fun, Laughter, Peace and Joy

2009-04-10T03:19:00.004+08:00

Count down to blog entry!

Lame? haha i know but we don't give a hoot!!
As Long as we have fun!! WOO

Woke up really "early" 4.30pm. and stonned till 6?
everyone was still asleep though
slacked met Bernice, Fab, Bert and Hong Sheng at Holland V
ate dinner
We got a free drink at starbucks! thanks to bert's freshie 2yrs ago.
and i got to say shes rather cute hahah!!

Took some pics.. of 4 ICs..
Managed to Con Bernice to take out her IC
haha

Us: Aiya we seen your IC before la. scared what
Bernice: dont want.
*gives IC*
Us: actually we never seen before!! HAHAHA
Us: GOOD JOB TEAM!!

took pics of Bernice's Sec 1 and Sec 4 pic!! HAHA CAN BLACK MAIL YOU!!

reached home.. stepped into my room
greeted by my mess.. haha gotta clean it.. soon

Gonna try to get a job 2morrow.

Quote of the day: Fun, Laughter, Peace and Joy. Love, Life, Sex and Enjoyment

Vespa

2009-04-09T01:40:00.008+08:00

Many things on my mind. got a check list!!

1) Finish up my driving License
2) Get my bike license
3) Finish up my I&E for SU stuff
4) Clean up my room

haha was thinking of goals. random..

1) Own a Vespa Bike
2) Own A Vintage Car. Volkswagen Beetle
3) Get 2 British Bulldog Its gonna be named "Meatballs" for the guy. and "Spaghetti" for the girl
2) Start Up my very own Bar

No idea why i could not sleep last night.
maybe because i was looking up Vespas' the whole night haha
my god.. they are a beauty..
one particular bike i wanna get.. haha

my god.. shes a beauty..

I soo want a vespa and my bike license.

well Xiao ting woke me up this morning. or so she tried. haha
i was like.. Mmmmm Mmmm Mmmm haha
sorry and thanks KKG!! =D

Went down to Coca
awesome food
Thanks Bernice for meeting our demands haha
hope you wont get fired

Chilled, Slacked, wandered aimlessly in town
Watched "Mall Cop"
not the best movie.. funny parts
Loch Ness Monster! haha

After the gang split.
Headed to meet Euge and Gang
Went to Al Almeen to eat dinner
Chilled and went home..
Still looking at vespas.. lovely
i;m in love with vespas <3

Sexy Beast

it would be soo cool if i had this vespa.. haha
imagine my Bulldog sitting beside me AWESOME

Classic

I'll look for this rainbow anyday

Beautiful. just beautiful

Vespa, Vespa, Vespa. just lovely

Thoughts of the Day

2009-04-07T22:22:00.005+08:00

Alone Thinking about various stuff today
stuff thought about countless times but no matter what the thought keeps resurfacing
trying to put the past behind seems tough.
will be done eventually

officially woke up at 4pm.
in between the "rise of the dead"
many calls from many people. sadly cant remember who called.
everyone decided to stay home today for some reason. so it was kinda boring today

Found my long lost Love, My Cap
it was with Steph.
went to her workplace today to grab it.. but she forgot to bring it.. ohh well
meeting her tomorrow to grab it.. got to msg her to remind her to bring it

So much for my Detox.. drank beer again but only 1 mug down at the pub she works.
Greg came soon.
had dinner
headed home.
prob gonna slack at home and watch "young and dangerous"
many interesting posters which i totally liked. goggled and found them.

This one made me laugh silly

this one is funny too

I;m definitely a perfectionist

Fabian has this in his house as well

I agree with this man

New and Fresh

2009-04-07T08:13:00.002+08:00

Life is a riddle that i just cant solve